Insomnia girl

I am an insomnia girl. It's 6 am and I have been up for hours. I can't sleep. I've got a lot on my mind and I'm feeling stressed out. I really NEED a spanking! It's been WAY too long since I had one. I can feel the pressure building up inside of me and I know that I need a long hard punishment one to release all the tension and stress in me. Maybe I could wear my schoolgirl skirt for him. Then he can lift up my skirt and give me a nicely red bottom! What do you think? Ohhhh...spank me Master! I need a nice hard spanking from Darth Vader! It's been too long since we both played on the darkside. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Submissive slave padme

I have been feeling very submissive the last few days. I am reaching out to my Master for His strength and Dominance. I feel my heart yearning for us to reconnect as Master and slave. I want to belong to Him and serve Him and make Him happy and pleased. I have been a little girl that has been lost and frightened lately. It was very hard to make big decisions on my own. I saw this picture and it went well with the mood of this blog post. I think that I look very submissive in this picture. I am wearing my pink wig and I was having a very submissive moment when that picture was taken. I can remember the feelings that I had in that moment. I felt owned and very, very submissive. I am hoping that Master and I can have some play time on the darkside this weekend. I am needing Darth Vader more than ever. I need Him to spank me...beat me...fuck me...use me.... TGIF and I hope everyone has a really good weekend! Our plans are to watch UFC 100 tomorrow and to try to relax and get out in the summer sunshine! 3 weeks today we are going on our family trip and I'm so excited! There are lots of plans in the future this summer and I am looking forward to lots of fun in the sun! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Black bra and panties

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I love this black and white image I took of My padme in her sexy black bra and panties; I hope you love it too. In my mind nothing says eroticism like a well-filled black lace bra. I tried for a suggestive image, with her laying on the bed in bra and panties begging the question, of course, of what's going to happen next? I'll leave that to your erotic imagination. I hope you do not mind the black circle covering her face for privacy's sake; I think you still get a strong sense of the image. Please click on the picture to enlarge it to get a better look. Please leave us a comment on the picture. We always enjoy hearing from you! Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Spank me!

I need a spanking! There has been lots of sex and orgasms lately but not as much spankings. Maybe I should wear my "spank me" panties to give a hint to Master so he knows what I need. :) I saw this picture that was taken a few years ago of me bent over with a red bottom and wearing my cute spank me panties. I tend to wear those panties when I want to give Master Anakin a hint. It's been a while since I wore them and maybe it's time to put them on again. :) I really need to sit down and write a blog post about some of the developments that are happening in my life at the moment. There are some really huge things going on with my Aunt's and Dad's estate. I will be inheriting from both estates within the next year and there is a lot going on with that. I've also been doing a lot of things recently from my bucket list. I am able to cross 6 things off my list just from the last week!!! I wanted to sit down today and write about it but I am feeling a bit lazy and will try to do that tomorrow. I also plan to add a lot more to my list now that we are planning a family trip to Disneyland in the next year and there are a few more things that I would like to add to it. We are also planning a family trip at the end of the month to the Okanagan. I'm really excited about it! Lots of travel in my future and I'm really, really excited about it! I would love love to visit New York sometime and also maybe Europe. Lots of possibilities and I'm really excited about it!! I will try to write a bigger post soon. I'm going to go watch American Beauty with Master and cuddle up together. I've really enjoyed him being home since Canada Day and that is also another reason I havn't blogged much. I don't tend to go on the computer much when he is around. I hope everyone had a good Canada Day or 4th of July...whatever celebrations you have had in the last week! May the force be with you!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Sexy fetish girl

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I really love this week's HNT image of padme in a gorgeous shiny PVC corset with one of her nipples popping out. It's photographed in beautiful black and white. I like how suggestive and erotic the image is. Please click on the picture to enlarge it to get a closer look. Please leave us a comment on the HNT picture. We would love to hear from you. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Happy Canada Day!

Happy Canada Day! I wanted to share a picture that was taken last year of me celebrating Canada Day. I put on a Canadian flag temporary tattoo and was flashing my tits for Master. We are not sure of our plans today for Canada Day but we are hoping to get naughty together and hopefully have some play time on the darkside! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Orgasm Meme

I saw this orgasm meme over at Carrie's blog and wanted to give it a try. It's been a while since I did a meme and this one looked like fun. :) I went looking for a masturbation picture to go with this post and found this one from a few years ago. I think it's so cute and sexy! I'm wearing my heart panties which have "hottie" on the front of them. I was putting my hand down them to masturbate and Master saw me and took this picture. I can't help it sometimes! I am a very naughty girl and I love my masturbation and orgasms! Orgasm Meme: 1. What’s your favourite way to have an orgasm? A rabbit vibrator up my pussy and the Hitatchi on my clit. Getting fucked with the Rabbit which is vibrating in my pussy while the Hitatchi makes my clit feel really good. That combined gives me the most incredible orgasms EVER!! 2. Do you use a sex toy? Hands? or both? I often use a sex toy. I do enjoy hand masturbation too although it tends to take longer for me to have an orgasm. I'd rather use my Hitatchi which gets me off every time and quickly. Sometimes I have used both hands and a sex toy. 3. Do you have a favourite time of day or night that you like to pleasure yourself or have sex? I love to masturbate in the morning when the kids are at school and Master is at work. The kids are out of school for summer though so that is going to have to wait until September. I also enjoy masturbating or having sex at night before bed. It's a great cure for insomnia and helps me sleep better. 4. Do you feel you have different types of orgasms? Yup. I've had g-spot orgasms, anal, clitoral. I've had big ones and small ones and ones that literally blew my mind and left me unable to walk properly. 5. Do you have a position or a technique that always guarantees an orgasm? On the bed with my legs spread and a Hitatchi going steady on my clit always guarantees me an orgasm. The Hitatchi is my favorite toy and always makes sure that I cum. 6. Is having your clit directly stimulated pleasurable for you? What about after an orgasm? I enjoy having my clit directly stimulated. It can be very pleasurable for me. But I don't tend to like that after I've already had an orgasm as it can be very sensitive. For the first orgasm though it's great! 7. Do you masturbate/pleasure yourself? Yes. I try to masturbate a few times a week. 8. Has your self pleasuring repertoire/routine/technique changed or evolved over time? It's gotten a lot better over time since I found the Hitatchi. I didn't masturbate as much when I used my hand or a small cheap vibrator which sometimes didn't get me to orgasm. 9. Are sex toys part of your self pleasuring or with a partner? Or both? Yup. Sex toys are a part of my masturbation. Rabbit vibe and Hitatchi and other vibes. Master Anakin tends to not use toys for masturbation though as usually just a hand is good for him. *smiles* 10. If you enjoy using sex toys how often do you upgrade your equipment? Usually every few years we try to upgrade our equipment and buy a new vibrator. My hitatchi was bought years ago and we have been lucky that we havn't had to replace it so far. 11. Whats the most intense orgasm you have ever had? Hmmm...that's really hard to say. I've had many intense orgasms during some threesomes and from different people. Usually when I am given pain is when I get the biggest orgasms. I can't name one specific orgasm which stands out from the other big ones. 12. How often do you orgasm? Daily, more than once a day, weekly, monthly….??? That depends on how much time I have and how stressed I am or if I am on my period. I don't masturbate during my period at all so usually that is a slow week for it. Sometimes I am so horny though that I masturbate every day! Especially if Master and I are on vacation or have a weekend alone or such. 13. Do you regard orgasm to be a stress reliever? Yes. It helps me with my stress a lot. I have masturbated just to help me because I am really stressed out. 14. What happens to you after orgasm? Full of energy, a bit lala or ready to go to sleep? Usually I get a bit sleepy for a bit after an orgasm. I usually just enjoy the sensation and go to sleep or lay around for a while. 15. Have you ever squirted? No. I have never squirted before. Shiro had told me he would make me squirt but that never happened. No one has been able to make me. Maybe one day. :) 16. Do you fantasize when you masturbate? Or do you just get right down to it? I often like to fantasize when I masturbate. Usually it is about a spanking fantasy or something really naughty that I want to do with Master. There are times though that I just get right down to it and masturbate so I can cum quickly and get on with my day. 17. What do you like about having an orgasm? Is it important you have an orgasm every time? I like how an orgasm relaxes my body and mind. It is a release for me. I like that I sleep better and don't have insomnia usually when I've had an orgasm. It is important for me to have an orgasm every time but there have been times when it has been hard to achieve it because I have too much on my mind. Sometimes it's just about Master and I am on orgasm denial or he doesn't want me to cum. I'm totally ok with that. :) ..... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy birthday Princess Leia!

It's been a really fun weekend with celebrating going on for Princess Leia's 14th birthday! I can't believe that my baby girl is turning 14. Boy the years have flown by! Seems like just yesterday I was holding my daughter in my arms and changing her diapers. Now she's wearing make-up and growing up on me. Today is a big birthday bbq at our place to celebrate. We spent most of this morning working on the decorations. Yesterday we went to the Cultus Lake Waterslides in Chilliwack. It was a part of Leia's birthday present. We wanted to give her a weekend of fun and it was a pretty wild and crazy afternoon on the waterslides. I have lots of pictures from it and hope to put some up in the next few days. I havn't been to the waterslides since I was practically Leia's age. I'm a bit stiff and sore this morning but it was worth it! Lots of laughs and fun family times. It was nice to spend some family time together. Happy birthday Princess Leia! May the force be with you! ~padme amidala

Dark days on the journey

TGIF!! I debated about writing this blog post. I think that I am still trying to sort out some of my feelings and I wasn't sure about sharing some of my them right now. I feel very fragile and vulnerable right now and have struggled with a very dark depression the last month. I am still trying to deal with my Dad's death. It's been hard for me to move on from it. I think about him constantly and I still feel like I'm still in shock over it. It makes me very sad to know that my Dad had planned to come to Leia's birthday party this weekend but he won't be there. I have felt affected by all the celebrity deaths recently. I used to love Charlies Angels. I was very sad over Farrah Fawcett's death. Then the shocking news about Michael Jackson. I used to have a poster of him on my wall in the 80's. I can remember staying up late to watch the Thriller video the first time. I had a hard time getting away from the TV and CNN. Can you believe that Michael Jackson is really gone? What a shocker. My kids didn't really seem too affected but I know that Master and I were both really shaken up. We both grew up in the Michael Jackson era. Many of his songs bring back memories for me of my childhood. We also got some bad family news last night. Master's mom has lung cancer. She had a biopsy done and it came out as cancer. It is inoperable as there are several spots on her lung. She has to start chemo soon. It's a very big worry and it affected Master greatly. I've never seen him so upset as when he got the call last night. I wish I could take his pain away. I know he's very stressed out and I want him to know that I am here for him and love and support him through this. We will get through this together. I worry about this testing our marriage but I know we have been through difficult times and we are a strong force together. We have decided to not tell our kids until after the weekend. Leia is having her 14th birthday party and we want her to enjoy it and not have any worries this weekend. Our kids have gone through a lot with my Dad (their grandpa) passing away. We want to be able to celebrate this weekend and bring some happiness to our kids. I will admit that this is hard with feeling a lot of dark depression and sadness in my heart. There are many life changes going on right now. Things feel up in the air. I am having some health issues also which are worrying me. Life has been a real struggle for me lately. I have lost weight and I am stressed out all the time. I just wonder if things will ever be normal again. What is going to happen next? I'm on edge all the time wondering. There have been some dark days on our journey. I am uncertain of what lies ahead for the Skywalker's. I do believe that the force can be strong again one day...I'm just not certain when that might be. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Playing with Darth Vader!

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I am really excited to be putting up two new HNT pictures this week! It's been a while since I got a spanking and Master was happy to take lots of pictures of it. I have more pictures to put up that were taken on Saturday night during an overnight with no kids. I got to play with Darth Vader for hours! He took me to the darkside and showed me His power and control. Please click on the picture to get a better look at it. I dressed up for him into my leather skirt and "little miss dangerous" t-shirt. The t-shirt is way too small and shows off my tits nicely. I also had on my black lace panties and girlie socks (bought at the Taboo sex show a few years ago) and shoes. He said I looked VERY dangerous and that brought out his darkside. I could see Darth in his eyes as he saw me all dressed up and ready for play time! I think the picture of the socks and shoes is so cute!! It felt so good to play hard. He used many different spanking toys on my poor bottom! We recently inherited a fold out bed which is great for bondage. I was tied up to it on Saturday night. He played with my front side and nipples and tortured them. Then he made me flip over and used his harsh toys to punish my ass. One toy was the nasty chain flogger! You can see it in the spanking picture I am putting up for HNT this week! It bruises the bum very well and leaves a stinging feeling. He used his belt and whip and also lots with his hand. I still have a few bruises on the front of my thighs from the whip that he used. I floated in subspace and enjoyed feeling a release for a while. I didn't have to think...I just let myself ride in the sensations and for Darth Vader to torture my body and soul. He whispered nasty things into my ear...fingered my pussy to orgasm...used the Rabbit and Hitatchi vibrator also to give me more orgasms. He also fucked my pussy by riding me doggy style and pulling on my hair. I moaned and screamed and allowed myself to let go of all control. Darth Vader knew how to take me to the edge and then let me cuddle up close to him and we both held onto one another until we fell asleep. We both needed the escape and connection and our force felt very strong again... Please leave us a comment on our pictures! We always enjoy hearing from you! Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala